I think I found them. No, really. Now, before I get started, I'll say this: I've been reading/hearing about the whole paleo thing for a while. I'm not convinced this is all calories-in/calories-out. It makes sense to me to pay attention to insulin levels (especially in my family). But right now, I'm going to suss out the calories that have messed me up lately.
Working out--I was pretty good at getting in good workouts two to three times a week before the babies came home. If you figure 500 calories per session (not a stretch, given my size and what I do), that's 1000 calories a week x 36 weeks. That's 36,000 calories, or about ten pounds.
Now, here's the second part of the equation. 30,000 calories over 36 weeks is about 833 calories a week. That's about 119 calories a day more than I need. Can I say I didn't go over by 119 calories a day for that period? No way. I mean, what's 100 calories? NOTHING. A margin of error for me. But if you eat it consistently, it will show.
I have a friend whose mother gained a lot of weigh over 30 years. She really got big. But if you did the math, it came down to 200 extra calories a day. A candy bar a day, almost.
It doesn't take much. So here I am. The combination of lack of movement and lack of mindfulness got me back up.
I went to the gym today at 5:45 am.
(Thanks for your support, Ginger.)